__8.5.12__

  The bf said he loves the picture above. 

So, i make it as my profile picture hahaha!

Last friday, he waited me at ktm station for about 1and half hour. 

The arrival time written on the tix was 549am, but we arrived at 7am. fml ! they excluded the praying time of muslim.

btw, its 24hours of waiting, to be exact. 

He scared that he couldnt wake up on time to fetch me so he stay up whole night by playing online games and drama. 

Sacrifice too much, I know. He always try his best to make everything perfect for me. 

ILY! ♥

Bloggie's layout changed.
I edited the effing complicated html code with no guide.
Yea I tried to guess the alphabet-less code and edit them.
Fact is, I LOVE the background but I hate the templates.
After changing, feel so fresh but after few times of seeing, feel very sien on it.
Will try to change again the shitty templates after exam. Finger crossed 

 My skin's condition aint good as the picture shown.

and idk why the pictures i took make my skin looks better,yea maybe the megapixel problem.

Im typical lazy type human being in this world, no time for picture editing. except for the vintage colour editing LOL

 Took this lol-ed pcture while waiting bf to pick me up last Saturday.

Sis laughed at me like siao lang . #hellyeahihatewaiting

I must find something to do to kill boringness.

findthedifferencepicture i named it

alright, the difference is, right with lens while the left with no lens.

slapme -.-

Couzie 19th birthday party last friday night.

The cake is epic. With real beers.

Saw cakes like this before but the beers were #fake one.

Idk why he got the idea to put in the real beers. kaki botol

When I first heard the price, I was like #omgwtfrichguycake

Bought something on last friday(again) at Shills @ Dataran Pahlawan.

Shills is a brand of product under 女人我最大.

What is the 'something'? 

-A product that make a girl's dream comes true. LOL

Hope it works, money is not a toy or papers in millionaire games :(

 Things bought at Jonker Walk.

So random wtf

In case u ask me, why am I so free to update bloggie and seems so lifeless,

its becoz ilazytostudy #likeaboss

I hate revising like no day no night. What quote is this? lol 

I cant stay focus on paper with facts on it for 3hours continuously. 

first, i will get bored.

second, i will feel sleepy.

third, i will get mad.

forth, i will reading without passing any of them through my brain.

11years of study, i know my way of revision well. don judge me

Different ppl with different method.

2papers in one day. Why so cruel?

Seniors used to have only 1paper each day and never take 2andhalf hours in every paper.

Only we, the only 2classes which break the tradition. So unfair.

We have the most tired and digusting minor courses.

We accept it nicely but the others showing off theirs shitly!

World is round ! san shui you xiang feng geh ~

Today , 8.5.12 is the birthday of Pinksy ! 

Wish her a blessing happy 19th birthday . Stay happy! All the best in STPM. Friendship last forever.

Love u  ♥

Headache is killing me! 

Time to off. Ciaoz

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__Life__

I know right, my bloggie been abandoned like centuries.
imma irresponsible and selfish owner who only pour out all my feeling at here whenever i met with dificulties and erm sad case?

What kind of feeling should I having now?
Sad? Angry? or fed up?
I think...I need a strong shoulder for me right now.

Everything happen within a blink of eye.
I was the last person to know as always.
Sometimes, I just hope that I born without determination . At least I will live happier without knowing any cruel facts about reality life.
Do u believe in woman's sixth sense?
Hell yeah, many real facts proved the accuracy of it.
IM SICK OF IT! *YELLING FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART

The one who I trusted the most, the one who i wanted to protect the most, the one who makes me believe that there is a true friend here is the one who trying to hide everything from me, the only me.

I was stupid enough to wait for the day, the day 'the one' is willing to tell me the truth eventho I knew it pretty early ago. I wished 'the one' is treats me as a good friend as I do, and I was comforting myself that maybe its not the time yet for revealing the truth. So I wait. I was waiting and waiting and waiting until I was told by those who knew it earlier than me. What a dramatic life huh? *smile is the best way to avoid any question.

Do u know how pain is it when being fool like this? How hurt when ur friend treat u as a dumb idiot . How the feeling when u know ur friend never put his/her faith on u, scare of u and u actually knew everything still  pretending like u dont give it a damn? How stupid when u still putting hope on him/her and waiting the day he/she to take the initiative telling u all what was happening. Conclusion from all the points, u are not a good friend can rely on. Understood.
Pathetic life they named.



Sometimes, just dont know how to face it. I pray. I pray hard to almighty God. I need the strength to face all the hypocrite and double-faced ppl.

My close friends are know me well. They knw I hardly show a smiley face to those who double-faced. Its disgusting for me to act like that, act like a kind and innocent ppl to keep a smile for those who dont deserve it. But the reality told me to change this view of life, ppl will not unseal ur outer and look into ur inner . Everyone loves the cover of the book more. yeah, this is life isnt it?
We cant just sit and keep on complaining how cruel and how reality the life is, what we gonna do is follow the footstep.

As I always say, I learn alot here. I meant it. 
How a so-called-friend trying to get close with u just want to grab some advantages from u, how ur classmates fooling u in order to get higher marks. I think everyone experienced too right?
Hurt? Sad? 
For me, I will keep moving on. 

I was a little girl who couldnt be alone all the time. I needed a companion wherever I go,  toilet or office to find teacher when I was in secondary. Im glad that I learn how to independent after coming here.
The first time I took flight myself, the first time I walked alone along the long and dark corridor in night to go for night class, the first time I walked alone to buy myself dinner.
The first time I took prebek (taxi) alone to go airport was the first sad experience I had.
When I trying to do all my stuff on my own, ppl will say that I dont know how to appreciate what they have  done on me. The words hurt me, indeed. If u wanted to help me sincerely, U would not show out those words but encourage . Not dump me like that, like I had did such huge fault.

Disappointment always by my side.

Thanks God for giving me a caring family, bf and close friends who care me alot, far away from here. They call and text me when they saw me post bout emo status. Haha they are cute and never fail to cheer me up. I love them, like..SO MUCH!

Earth still rotating. Everything gonna be fine, I tell myself everytime. A big =) will do .

Peace ! ^^ Y

World just too small. A  friend, Anna who I met in web 1year ago is now classmate with my  friend.

We never meet each other before. But , I apprecite this friendship.

She used to tell me her sadness. And I  feel so helpless coz I cant help her anything, but only advise her.

Hey,Anna everything gonna be fine k?

All the best ! Love U.xoxo

And I revceived a msg from one of my classmate after we quarreled in class ytd.

He is stress and emotional. Like a bomb. Explode anytime. 

So, ytd I was the one who exploded him. Finally.

He apologised with me. And told me his situation, his problem. 

Felt warm . This shown that he appreciate our friendship and don let it sink into deep hole.

Pray  is works.

I know Jesus loves me.

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__我没有不开心.今天例外__

我要记着今天的感受

此时的感受

我难过

我知道 我做得不够好

我不是最好的朋友 但我会努力

我时常成为不起眼的那个 但我会努力

我努力地向他们微笑

依然不行

我败给友情

我会为了它流泪 

我有努力 但是真的不行

可能 问题出于我 

我不要活在现实的社会

我不要承担这些

我不要长大

必经之路 我明白

但不要那么复杂好吗

我好想家

你们不要动不动就把父母给臭骂

离乡背井的感受 你们试过吗

现在的我好想抱着妈咪 跟她说我想回家

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__生日快乐 我爱的你__

明天9/1

正是我亲爱的相公生辰之日

很遗憾不能陪他过

所以在还没回来之前已给了他小小的惊喜

今年 将会错过很多重要的日子

不过没关系

 他说 we put in our heart is the most important~we having each other in heart

看到了很多失败的例子

会担心 会害怕

哪管多久的感情 第三者的出现 随时输得脱裤

我们的距离相差2728489089892km 那么远

信任 坦诚 我们是这样一天一天走过来的

亲爱的先生 生日快乐！ ♥

不管你长得丑 不管你长得肥

我还是爱你 

没有我的生日 假假寂寞给我看一下

哈哈哈！

生日快乐 身体健康

剩下的我要亲口说 哈哈哈

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__20.12.11__

通常都是看别人的部落格我才有力更新

电脑没有照片= 没有灵感 =没有更新

大致上照片都在亲爱的电话里 

即拍即po 方便得很

以上的照片 是hair cut之前的  中分不再

我真的很怪咔我知道 因为最近大家都中分得很澎湃

我不喜欢一样 加上亲爱的说到 就把它给剪了

很sad的东西就是 要开学了

我很努力在说服自己 

我知道 我回去我会emo1个礼拜

我不知道要写什么 我只知道圣诞要到了

亲爱的男朋友叫我送他鞋当礼物

我们不会有避忌 人家说不能送鞋  不然会分开

但大致上 他穿的鞋都是我送 我穿的鞋都是他送

不要这样  我们喜欢这样

我知道我会穷  圣诞礼物+他生日礼物+情人节礼物+aniversarry礼物

我更知道 他会比我更穷 哈哈哈 

昨晚去了夜店  

我一年是不会踩进去几次的

各位我不认识然后在夜店碰到的你们

老娘不是不会 是不要

人各有志 

你们喜欢clubbing没有错 clubbing并不是伤天害理的事

但我不喜欢 我选择沉默 轮不到你来点我

clubbing是喝酒 是放松 是玩乐 没有错

但是喝酒并不是一大班男人拿着酒灌你喝 

放松不是抱着不同的男人跳钢管舞 稍微正经的男人都看不下去了 你还那里摇得那么high
玩乐不是整支烟大口大口吸 你是女生各位姐姐

我不是anti clubbing但我anti那些搞得像色情场所的clubbing

有一位男性姐妹告诉我 

“ur comment very bitchy"

我真的承认

面子书 不需要那么认真 朋友

我没必要左顾右避的

我说的都是我想speak out的

XX说 “我不喜欢做人要假假酱”

就是因为她敢怒敢言 所以很多人很不喜欢她

 可是 人家依然在nuffnang blog award strike2个awards

现实的社会 就是要 见人说人话 见鬼说鬼话

亲爱的告诉我的其实

事实是什么 事实是你把自己人气搞高 即使你写个句号 都有人为你撑腰

当然 不是全部

依然 

I always being myself. 

8点钟 男朋友来载出去拍拖 我还没有冲凉扮靓靓

我们常常  3人一起拍拖

所谓人多热闹点

Picture of the day 

大英雄小男人

haha

♥

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